and today it goes like this..

my portfolioooo! yeayuh!!

2009-06-28T01:45:00.001+08:00

2009-06-04T02:57:00.001+08:00

i'm going to ignore blogger for a little while, since i'm busy with tumblr :p

new maths

2009-05-26T05:40:00.002+08:00

ha ha helpppp!

i like this :D

2009-05-07T23:28:00.017+08:00

(The rules: Put the logo on your post. Nominate 5-10 blogs you like. Be sure to link to your nominees in your post. Let them know they have received the award by commenting on their blog. Share the love and link to this post and the person who gave you the award.)

I really don't know who to tag, as I don't think there's anybody following my blog anyways (except Daud ;) and the super adorable Alyza (who tagged me)) so yeahh, if you by any chance passed by this post, feel free to do it :D

With as much creativity as you can muster, show your heart in:
1 picture
1 poem
1 song or piece of music
1 phrase or quote
1 item of clothing
1 place
1 Disney princess
If you want to join in, tag 6 more blogs!

sometimes, a shoulder to lean on is all that i need
photo credit: http://thehymnforthecigarettes.blogspot.com/

i'm really not a poem kind-of girl, so i don't know what to post. i used to write poems, tho. silly lame ones. i'll update this post when i've got an idea of what poem to show you, ok?

And don't spend your time lookin' around
For something you want that can't be found
When you find out you can live without it
And go along not thinkin' about it
I'll tell you something true
The bare necessities of life will come to you
Bare Necessities - The Jungle Book OST

"Thinking life would be better in the future is stupid, I have to live now!"
-Stefan Sagmeister

oversized shirt+comfy leggings+a pair of chuck taylors ;)

where the heart is :)

HA!

who are you?

2009-05-02T01:08:00.002+08:00

STOP MAKING EXCUSES, ADMIT IT, YOU'VE CHANGED!!

goodness gracious God!

2009-05-01T02:03:00.003+08:00

i should probably warn you before i start this very blog post. this sweet little innocent creature that i'm about to show you will most probably drop your jaw down to the ground, coz she's cool like that. a while back, a good friend of mine showed a blog of a 12 year old girl (if i'm not mistaken) named Tavi. she's undoubtedly the coolest 12 year old in the world, i would say.

now this, this one right here, is a 10 year old, indonesian girl! she's Evita. i seriously don't know what to say right now. take a look at her blog, you'll know what i mean. the way she dresses, her photographssss, her drawings, her english! God i envy her, i wish i was that cool when i was 10, don't you? i wish her a very good luck for her future. she'll be one helluva great person i'm sure.

2009-04-27T19:32:00.003+08:00

you've changed. i can't seem to keep up.

the guy i fell in love with, was a silly, carefree, always know how to look at things on the brighter side and then just laugh your ass off kind of guy.

the guy you've changed into, i don't like him.

jello shots (4th)

2009-04-26T04:57:00.002+08:00

i'm sorry for being extremely random

signal faults

2009-04-22T23:41:00.003+08:00

why don't you be a dear and take a peek at signal faults' (my boyfriend's band :D) myspace. i made their logo, by the way. enjoy!

i'm not making any sense

2009-04-15T00:36:00.002+08:00

the start of a new term, once again..

2009-04-13T23:55:00.003+08:00

i just got back from jakarta. after almost 3 weeks of holidays, 3 weeks of freedom, yes, i finally got back here. odd enough, i wanted to go back to singapore. home felt a lot less like home, this past few days. i began to think that singapore is a better home. at least problems i have here doesn't involve breaking a heart.

i spent my holidays eating my heart out, as usual. no doubt, i gained a looooot of weight. don't really care, tho :p i went to bandung, too. finally, after a long while. had so much fuuuun with my cousins (..maybe a little too much fun). went back to jakarta and spent the rest of my holidays with some friends :D spent a lot of time with a best friend. had a fun photo shoot with him and my cousins. aaaaand, here i am now.

i'm less than 3 months away from graduation day. YES, i'm graduating my advanced diploma this june. how exciting, riiiight? but what's not so exciting is my schedule. i've only got class on tuesday mornings. what am i supposed to do the rest of the week?! guess i'll be updating this blog more from this day on.

x

2009-04-05T20:38:00.000+08:00

Tall late and an espresso brownie, just perfect!

Test

2009-03-26T03:11:00.001+08:00

First post from my bb :D woohoooo!

2 years and still counting..

2009-03-20T21:24:00.001+08:00

btw, i did count the numbers myself. i didn't wanna google it.

photo booth

2009-03-01T02:02:00.005+08:00

i have nothing to do. it's 2am. i need to redesign my website, but my brain seems to refuse to cooperate. great. okay this is so random, but i'm about to post pictures of myself that i've never uploaded anywhere before. you can just stop reading now if you want. haha :p

hey they were supposed to look at the camera too!yes i made it myself :)
someone died in that building o_O

i just woke up mm-hmmm so?'i kissed you first then you kissed my ear'bastardised

ANDDD, for some goofy versions of me..

HAHAHAHA

Ok i'm done, bye!

OH MY GOD!

2009-02-28T03:49:00.003+08:00

I'M SUPER HAPPY!! finally, my very own personal website is up and running! yes yes, it's finally here, go ahead and click on www.miyanka.com :):) it's nothing fancy, really. just something i did for an assignment. but at least it's something. i'm in the process of making a new one, a better one. just stay tune, ok?

:D:D:D:D omg i'm just so exciteddd! oh and by the waaay, i've got a new email account. it's andra@miyanka.com HAH! i'm sorry, i'm not trying to show off or anything, i'm just so happy :')

okay i lied

2009-02-27T00:16:00.001+08:00

hahaha naaah, i didn't paint my wall :p

sneak peek

2009-02-26T23:34:00.005+08:00

*i wasn't in the mood for anything else but this (..and yes, i did paint my wall, just in case you were wondering)

sadeees

2009-02-24T00:21:00.006+08:00

i've been wanting to write this post for a long time but haven't got the time (..and the will :p) to actually write it. and so i decided to do it now, while watching the awesome 81st golden globe awards (i'm watching the beyonce-jackman part, super cool!)

so a good friend of mine, jaka, has started this business thing with his friends. they call themselves (and their product) 'sadeees'. they're currently producing and selling their product in sukabumi. and i am currently, officially, their blog updater while they're all far far away from a thing called the internet connection (well except for the ones from their freakin working blackberries i guess - arghhh sorry i'm just so sensitive when it comes to blackberriessss). the story of their lives away from the city of jakarta is all in the blog. it's a fun blog to read, i assure you. you should check em out. it's just a click away :)

*i hope it's okay i used your logo. still waiting for that 10 kilos of sadeees, btw :p

how could you

2009-02-18T23:33:00.001+08:00

say such thing?

thank God there's skype

2009-02-17T00:32:00.005+08:00

♥ ♥ ♥

i paste my heart on the wall

2009-02-15T22:51:00.001+08:00

*excuse me for being such a camera whore

rrrrandom

2009-02-08T13:44:00.005+08:00

i'm currently bored. like, reaaally bored. that i decided to write more random things about me, like i did on facebook. no, i wasn't tagged by anyone, nor i'm tagging anyone. no, i don't have to write 16 or 25, i'm going to write as much as i want. so, again, here it goes..

1. whenever i see a movie that has a father-daughter-bonding scene, i'd cry. even if it was meant to be a happy kind of thing. if you know me well, you'll know why.

2. scarily, i wish i could die, so that my father would think that it's a punishment for what he did, and realise that he should come back home to his family.

3. ..and then i always imagine what it'd be like if it really happened, how would my closest people react.

4. i can just run out of good mood and not say a word to you for some time, but when i feel like it, i'll start talking again, just like that i know i'm weird.

5. just finished watching nick and norah's infinite playlist. oh God, michael cera is a total hottie.

6. i don't smoke, i've never tried smoking. no, not even a puff.

7. i don't have anything more to say right now. i'm starving. i need food in order for my brain to function. ok. bye.

;9

2009-01-18T22:56:00.002+08:00

wait a minute, i lied. on my post that says 'i'm baaackkk' i said that my next blog post after that would be about AVA's concert. HA! WRONG! i forgot all about it hahaha. okay i'll post the 'post-AVA-concert' blog post whenever i feel like it okayyy? prolly next week when i'm back home, again.

OW SHIT!! did i mention this yet? i'm going back to jakarta next week, again. yaaay! haha. ok, this is prolly boring you by now. me going all singapore-jakarta-singapore aaaaaall the time. hey, what am i supposed to do? chinese new year in singapore, a whole week break, and a super nice mum. altogether combined it says nothing other than me going back to jakarta. woohoooo!

dearly beloved :)

2009-01-18T22:28:00.003+08:00

scratch that, i can be lovey-dovey at times. preferably times like this. when my head is spinning around like an innocent child on a merry-go-round, when my nose is flooded with sticky, gross substance, when i'm all alone in a warm-lighted room, when i just got off from a video call with my dearly beloved, viki :)

yes, times like this can make me go 180 degrees way around myself. i suddenly miss my baby a thousand times more than i did a few moment ago before i had that call with him. i didn't say much, my spinning head won the battle over my strength to talk. so he pretty much babbled around, here and there, as usual. but there was this one thing that he was talking about. he told me about this once in an sms, but he didn't really talked about it much. this time he did. i just listened. i had a smile on my face - that i swear - lasted the whole time he was talking. i was just so amazed at how much he thought about it. (by 'it', i mean this topic he was talking about. sorry for the lack of details. let's just keep the 'it' a little bit to myself okay? ;)) how much he thought about how it'll affect me. altho i kno it wasn't that serious, our conversation, but somehow i know it's true, that you really thought of it. i love you :3

so there it goes, one more reason for me to love you. i miss you soooo much. and yes, i do need that little peck on the forehead. perhaps it'll cure my dizzyness :):)

HA! i can be all lovey-dovey after all. shit. hahaha. oh well, i guess this is mostly my hormones speaking.

better get to sleep now. wouldn't want to be late for work tomorrow.
TTFN! (ta ta for now :p)

2009-01-15T23:10:00.002+08:00

you know i'm not like that. all sugar-coated, lovey-dovey, y'know, all that shit.

i'm baaackkk

2008-12-08T01:58:00.002+08:00

omg omg omg i just got back from ava's concert. tom delonge was ridiculously HOTTTT ownooo i think i'm falling in love with him hahaha. in my previous post,i said i was late. that's because i was supposed to meet my friend at 6 pm. and when he called at 5 pm (what my laptop showed), i was surprised he had arrived an hour early. and a second later i realized, the time on my laptop was set to jakarta's time. shittt i was lateee. i don't like being late. i don't like people who's late! so i hurried and got myself into a cab. tom, my camera, was abandoned for a while since i bought it. i got it on thursday but then i had to go home before i had the chance to shoot with him. maybe this weekend? we'll see.

ava's concert detailsss will be my next post. SHITTT I'VE FALLEN FOR TOM DELONGEEE!

new addition to the family

2008-12-07T17:46:00.002+08:00

ouw yeaaaahhhh! a new addition to the family. a yashica i decided to call tom! hahaha. can't wait to click here and there wuhuuu. omg i'm late i'm late. i need to go now byeeee!

macbook pro

2008-12-06T00:19:00.004+08:00

my laptop crashed, sure it was a nightmare.

my laptop died on me, nothing i could do about it. but thank mommy for forcing me to go home and get it checked here, instead of in bloody cold singapore. of course, still, the laptop remained dead, unless i pay 15mew of rupiahs, to replace the mother-frikin logic board, which i didn't do.

..but now it all turned out to be a sweet kind of nightmare. how so? I'VE GOT A NEW LAPTOP WOOHOO! not brand new. got my mom's. at least it's a later version than the one i previously had. and lucky her, i gave her a reason to buy a new one. shittt, the uni-bodied macbook prooo! oh and, my datas, you ask? they're safe and sound :) my favourite apple store did everything they could to recover them. they even had one of their workers to stare at my laptop for almost a day to make sure the recovery process goes well, and it did! oh thank God for still loving me!

oooh yes btw, i'll be back in singapore mid-sunday. just in time for AVA's concert. tho in two weeks i'll be here againnn! i'm just so thankful of my life, and realized that there's always a bright side to anything, always! go on, envy me ;)

botanical garden

2008-12-02T01:00:00.000+08:00

botanical garden here we cooooome! i've got my weapon(s) ready!

kkkkhhhhhhh

2008-12-01T21:51:00.001+08:00

Andra Miyanka
9:54 PM
i farted and it smells awful

Viki sayaaaaaaaaaang!
9:54 PM
hahahahahahaha

kmu niiiiiiiii

i wish i was there

i wanna smell it

heehehehe

Andra Miyanka
9:54 PM
dont

Viki sayaaaaaaaaaang!
9:55 PM
whyy?

Andra Miyanka
9:55 PM
ull die

Viki sayaaaaaaaaaang!
9:55 PM
i want too

at least i'l die besides you

heheheh

Andra Miyanka
9:55 PM
kkhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh

should i or should i not?

2008-12-01T01:00:00.002+08:00

i was thinking of attaching this blog's url to my resume, as a part of my interests, so that people would know that i like writing, but then again, i don't think anyone would hire me after reading even the title of this blog, would they? i mean, cmyk - chew my yellow knickers? HA HA. sounds both kinky and disgusting at the same time, huh? (fyi, i don't recall ever having a yellow knicker. strange. perhaps i shall get one!) orrr, people might just be interested in reading this very own blog of mine! maybe what cmyk abbreviates according to me, might just show them how creative i could be. oh i don't know. i'm being all weird.

so, should i or should i not?

help

2008-12-01T00:39:00.003+08:00

shit i can't concentrate. argh. resume-writing appeared to be more difficult than i thought. i stopped after just the first line. objectives. what are my objectives? what do i want? crap. i don't even know what i want. aaargh help. and the self promo. haven't touched even a bit of it today. and it's 12.46 am. greaaat. instead of clicking on illustrator and start scribbling on some shit, i'd rather write this. sigh. no one hardly ever read this thing anyways. what's the point? omg i so need tuesday to come soon. i need to click here and there without having to worry how the results' going to turn out like.

...i just thought you needed to know, it was nice talking to you, really. care to join us on our photo hunting trip next tuesday?

:D:D:D

2008-11-30T18:53:00.000+08:00

my new professional email address:

amiyanka@hotmail.com

carb-overdose

2008-11-30T16:48:00.000+08:00

i consume too much carbohydrate, it's killing me. hah!

nah, i'm not dying. i'm just a lot puffier. yes, all those sugar gets me all puffy and ugly and fatty and urgh. idk.

comments enabled

2008-11-30T16:33:00.001+08:00

YAAAY! comment comment!

my list of phobias!

2008-11-30T16:09:00.000+08:00

Bathophobia- Fear of depth

THAT'S ALL? no fun.

BY THE WAAAAYY!

2008-11-30T15:59:00.000+08:00

it's been ages since i've ate peanut butter. aaaarghhh i need to get a jar. and a spoon. and i'll calm down.

hey, did you know that there are people that has fears of peanut butter sticking to the roof of their mouths? it's called Arachibutyrophobia. i don't even know how to pronounce that word. weeeeird.

i think my next post will be about phobias that i secretly have. hmm. start googling.

new(est) skin

2008-11-30T15:47:00.000+08:00

my old (new) skin is boring. i hate it. diliat lama2 jadi norak total ternyata. ahiak ahiaakk. i'm sorry bolong (the designer), it's not that your design's lame or what, it's just that i get bored too damn easily. teehee.

so here's my new one. easier to navigate. i'm still working on it, tho. i'll try to enable comments. but not thru commentbox, idk why, i just don't like those. it ruins my page.

ok, so this skin i found, it has huge letters as the title, and it said 'boys like girls and girls eat mars'. okay, true. but i don't like mars. it sticks on my teeth. it's annoying. like me. i'm annoying. har har :B

and so i changed the title. totally random. just because it's colorful, it reminded me of skittles. (i kno, i kno, those aren't the colors of skittles. it'd be fun, tho, if they have em in cmy(k), don't you think?) speaking of cmyk, i'm addicted to it these days. idk why. i prefer cmyk rather than rgb. doh! cmyk rocks, dude! the hell with rgb. (WHAT?)

soooo, yay! i'm writing again. with my previous skin, i just don't feel like writing. weird.

trivia: how many times did i say the word 'so' in this post? (hah! i just realized i said too many SOs)

new skin

2008-11-26T01:41:00.000+08:00

yes, finally littlemisslomo gets her new skin yay! but then i need to adjust some things, change this and that, deal with html codes, urghh. not the right time. i'll deal with this tomorrow. in the mean time, enjoy!

oh and, the tabs on the right, they'll take you somewhere. go on, click on them ;)

10 minutes

2008-11-25T02:30:00.001+08:00

10 minutes

my last 3 posts were posted every 10 minutes.
how weird is that?!

insomnia

2008-11-25T02:28:00.001+08:00

insomnia

it kills, people.

God, i can't sleep, i think i'll be seeing insomnia fairies in a minute.

shituation

2008-11-25T02:18:00.000+08:00

shituation

nah, not really. well, maybe a bit. it's shitty that by january 09 i'll most likely still be here in singapore. not in another continent like what i (and mom) wanted. but hey, you don't always get what you want, do you? you just got to live with it. deal with it. on the bright side, i found out that my dad actually cared that much about me. whoa! imma reply his text first thing in the morning ;)

frolick

2008-11-25T02:08:00.000+08:00

frolick

i had a cup of froyo, added two toppings.
i had my jelly, but it died on me.
i walked home, i.. am home?
no, not home.
this is temporary.
temporary insanity?
yes, i hope.

do you know what i'm saying? cz i don't!

i'm out of words

2008-11-22T02:18:00.000+08:00

i don't know what to do

2008-11-21T00:32:00.000+08:00

i don't know what to do

at nights i cry, i reminisce, i wish thing were the way they were.
out in the sun, i'm just not sure if the pieces will fit perfectly like they used to be.

i wished things weren't this complicated.

2008-11-20T22:19:00.000+08:00

i somehow feel insecure

i am not a hypocrite

2008-11-19T23:23:00.000+08:00

i don't lie. i don't hide things. i'm not a hypocrite. i let people know when i hate them. well, at least my face does. i don't pretend to be nice to people when i then go talking about them right behind their back. no, i don't do that. yes yes, i do talk about them, but then i don't talk to them and pretend everything's fine. go hate me for that. go hate me for whatever you like. because unlike any others, i don't care. i really don't care. all that matter is that i know that i'm being honest, especially to myself.

..or need i say it straight to one's face? i could, you know. i really could. i'm just not sure if you could bear it.

2008-11-19T17:33:00.000+08:00

things just couldn't get any better, could it?

AAAARRRRGGGHHHHHHHHHHHHH!!!

wrecked wednesday

2008-11-19T17:16:00.000+08:00

it's a wednesday, the middle of the week. supposed to get a good news, got the opposite instead. rain is pouring hard mercilessly, since no one's getting in the way. all i had today was silly noodle in cups. all that's keeping me company is my laptop with boring random tv shows. today's a mess. i don't like today.

the horror, the hooooorror!

2008-11-14T23:32:00.000+08:00

dollar's rising like a star (wait, that sounded like a good thing). dollar's going up up and away in a blink of our eyes like donkey kong climbing up the stairs (hmm better?). ok i'm being weird. mr. obama, do something about it already.

frigggggggin deposit, come to momma! i need you babyyy :(
(haha, getting super weird)

ok, i'm going back to watching ugly betty. ciaoo bello xx

independent research

2008-11-14T21:29:00.001+08:00

this is how i looked like in today's class

hey i'm bored

2008-11-11T23:51:00.000+08:00

RULES:
1. Put Your iTunes, Windows Media Player, ETC on Shuffle.
2. For each question, press the next button to get your answer.
3. YOU MUST WRITE THAT SONG NAME DOWN NO MATTER HOW SILLY IT SOUNDS.
4. Put any comments in brackets after the song name.

1.If someone says, "Is this okay?" You say?
let me go home - camera obscura
oh hell yea let me go hoooome!

2.How would you describe yourself?
sex and the city theme - groove armada
uuulalaaa

3.What do you like in a boy/girl?
somewhere in between - lifehouse
whattt? bencong?

4.How do you feel today?
can't stop - maroon 5
err okay

5.What is your life's purpose?
hide and seek - imogen heap
hmm funny

6.What is your motto?
relax take it easy - mika
ahh, so true

7.What do your friends think of you?
love - keshia cole
aww <3

8.What do you think of your parents?
the little things - colbie caillat
hmm?

9.What do you think about very often?
because of you - kelly clarkson
ouch, deep

10.What is 2 + 2?
lullaby - musiq soulchild
i thot it was 4?

11.What do you think of your best friend?
forever lost - the magic numbers
.................................................. (speechless)

12.What do you think of the person you like?
especially for you - mymp
...and if dreams were wings, you know, i would've flown to you (:

13.What is your life story?
somewhere over the rainbow - new found glory
uhh sweet song, perfectly ruined!

14.What do you want to be when you grow up?
empty space - lifehouse
no way!

15.What do you think of when you see the person you like?
think of you all the time - keith martin
hahaha

16.What will you dance to at your wedding?
separuh hidupku - titi dj
whoaaaaa

enough said

2008-11-11T22:07:00.000+08:00

2nd row from the stage! pretty dope, eh?

angels and airwaves ;)

2008-11-09T22:38:00.000+08:00

yes peopleee, they're coming to town! and, keeping my fingers crossed, for front row tickets! woohoo. my baby's gonna be so jealous. HAHAHAHA (evil laugh).

just in case you were wondering, no i'm not a big fan of them. i don't memorize all their songs, but i can hum along. i don't think thomas matthew delonge jr.'s hot, no, not at all (even tho he kind of looks, err, okaayy in the picture above). then why would i watch them? cz i made a promise to my boyfriend, that if they happen to have a concert here in singapore, while they're not having it in melbourne, then i'm definitely watching! and so here i am, super excited about the concert! hahahaha.

i'm so sorry baby, i guess you just aren't lucky enough ;) teehee. i'll kiss mr. delonge just for you, okay? :*

oh-friggin-YEAYUHH!

2008-11-07T23:37:00.000+08:00

i just got back from the playground - the lomography exhibition, that is. some of my pictures are up there. w00t! everybody were clicking here and there with their cameras. then two guys came up to me and agil, wanted to take pictures of us. one was using an instax mini, one was using lca. arghh me want those camerasss! anddd uncle mike from triple d brought in white and choco cheki which are such eye candiessss! omg they're so poisonous i want them :s

anyway, here are some pics! enjoooy :D

hilarious

2008-11-07T00:48:00.000+08:00

so yesterday i chatted for a few minutes with my 8 year-old brother, farrel. he was using mom's blackberry. he was being silly as usual. he told me how much he loved the things i bought for him (well, mom bought it, i kind of chose it, cz he particularly told mom to not choose things for him cz it'd be lame and something i chose would be cool haha). so yeah, i then asked about what happened the other night. he told me how he cried so loud until he peed and bla bla blaaaa... until he started to mistype lots of the words.

Marree says: (9:05:09 PM)
Ughh I mes

Marree says: (9:05:17 PM)
Sorry

miyanka says: (9:05:18 PM)
what?

Marree says: (9:05:27 PM)
I typed worng

Marree says: (9:05:35 PM)
Ok

Marree says: (9:05:42 PM)
Last night

Marree says: (9:06:03 PM)
Bma sum go to mum room and sr

Marree says: (9:06:05 PM)
Tuff

Marree says: (9:06:12 PM)
Ab

miyanka says: (9:06:18 PM)
TYPE CORRECTLY DONG DEEEKKK

Marree says: (9:06:20 PM)
And

Marree says: (9:06:40 PM)
Sorry very small button

okaaayy, that made me laugh until i literally burst tears out. then after a while of him typing correctly, he started to mistype words again. then he said...

Marree says: (9:11:03 PM)
Gahh dang it with these small buttons

HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA! okk, sorry maybe i'm just being to hyperbolic but i really think he's hilarious. after he said that, he went offline. ey wait, right before he went off, he said 'ok goodbye losa (~loser)'. WHAAATTTT?!

bye bye

2008-11-05T22:13:00.000+08:00

zZzzZ

2008-10-30T00:15:00.000+08:00

i shouldn't have done this last minute. i know that. i know what it does to me. yet i keep repeating myself over and over again. argh.

oh btw, i'm loving 90210. like, totally! (eww i sound like a dumb blonde) but seriously, if you haven't start watching it, you should!

about the title, yep you've guessed it right. I'M SLEEPYYYY! helppppp :s i think i'm gonna skip school tomorrow. oh wait, no, i can't. I HAVE A FRIKIN PRESENTATION, which isn't even completed by now. ughhh!

again with the procrastinating

2008-10-29T01:30:00.000+08:00

i know, i know, same old story. me being too lazy to do what i'm supposed to do. i still can't seem to find a cure for it. i have something to finish off before thursday morning, and now it's wednesday midnight. i know i'll be panicking tomorrow, yet i can't be bothered to touch any of my works. shit. wake me up early in the morning, will you dear? i need to start as soon as i'm awake. now my eyes are droopy i need to shut them. see you in my dreams ;)

in tern ship

2008-10-29T00:15:00.000+08:00

my internship is next term! yes yes, january! super excited. definitely not going to do it in jakarta, nor singapore. tho it'll prolly be my last resort. thinking of applying here, there, everywhere! anywhere! yes anywhere in the world. it would be like an adventure. me, in a strange new place. somewhere far. perhaps europe? ;) or somewhere a little closer, australia? wish me luck peeps. i do not want to have to work for anyone here, in this country. i've had enough of them selfish butts!

where are you daddy?

2008-10-29T00:11:00.000+08:00

are you here?

i just had to flip it back

2008-10-28T10:33:00.001+08:00

i keep on wanting more

2008-10-28T09:27:00.001+08:00

i want bilson's luis steven's laptop bag

i want ferragamo's varina ballet flat

i want gucci's red guccissima leather briefcase
i want pull and bear's leather jacket

NABUNG NDRAA!

i had a sweet sweet dream

2008-10-26T18:56:00.000+08:00

..and like any other dreams, it didn't last long. being home feels like heaven. away from this silly game i've mistakenly chosen to play. and even when a piece of that heaven had to slowly end, another piece of it went here with me, my mom. i finally got a new place to live. a place i hope i can call a home rather than just a house. she went back home, but thank God the dream still wishes to keep going. my other half, my best friend, my brother, my hotness monster, my silly lover, all in one package was here with me, less than 24 hours afterward. yes yes, he went here! spent 5 wonderful days with me.

..and now, those 5 days have ended. and here i am, woken up. the sweet sweet dream that i wish could be real,had come to an end. :'(((

home

2008-09-29T06:04:00.000+08:00

yes, i am finally home. it feels ohhh sooooo goooood :)

yesterday got even better. baby boyfriend landed safely in jakarta and went to my house few hours afterward. God, i miss him! and now he's miles away, again. won't be seeing him again until next week :( oh well. have fun baby. come home soon. i really miss youuuu!

shortly, mom, my bro, and i will be going to bandung, as we always do for lebaran. oh cant waittt, altho the going there would be such a pain in the ass (..literally). but this is the first lebaran without bapak AND emah. cant imagine what it'd be like. i miss them like hellll!

woohooo!

2008-09-26T01:38:00.000+08:00

flying home in less than 4 hours, how cool is that?! bye bye singawhore!

mind you, i'm in shape!

2008-09-23T01:41:00.000+08:00

..hey! round is a shape, right? ;)

i seriously need to stop eating. which i know won't happen anytime soon. food are the only thing keeping me sane these days. haa! i'm coming home in a few days and God knows imma stuff up with good ol' home made cooking. i'll get even fatter then. oh hell, whatever.

ouw yeahh

2008-09-22T21:31:00.000+08:00

just one more assignment left. and the flight's on friday morning.

fckin pissed off

2008-09-22T01:45:00.000+08:00

you know why

aww

2008-09-19T03:27:00.000+08:00

look at my silly baby ;)
inyonyuuuu!

i need to get out of here

2008-09-18T02:39:00.000+08:00

yes, i want to get out of here.

but i do not need any kicking from someone, anyone, thank you.

arghhh, days have been so ugly lately. i hate it here. i do not want to be here anymore. please.

no class tomorrow. yayy! thanks to jorge who left unexpectedly. sad and happy at the same time, we are. so, going shopping, instead. should be working on final projects. but hey, what the heck. i need some refreshment dammit.

yea yea

2008-09-15T22:54:00.000+08:00

i need to grow up.

i've heard that before.
i'll change when i wanna change.

yes, this is cliche and you might think i'm being hyperbolic, but you really don't know what it's like being me*. you have no fucking idea. so go ahead, bitch around about my attitude (as i always do about yours), i won't fucking care.

hey, i told you i can be such a pain in the ass.

*other than having a father who left your family for a fucking whore, and who thinks he can make up for what he did by spoiling you with cash, you have to live (..in a small room w/ high rent rate) miles apart from other family members that actually do care about you. you have all this assignments in front of you with choking lecturers to kick you in the face every once in the while. anddd.. why did i bother typing this? it wouldn't change a thing anyway. oh yea, try being me.

2008-09-14T03:39:00.000+08:00

why does missing someone you really love feel so hard?

will you still love me in the morning?

2008-09-14T03:35:00.001+08:00

damn hectic

2008-09-11T23:44:00.000+08:00

yes, this past few weeks, especially this week, have been the roughest. homesick have gotten into me for the first time, since i first got here. i want my mother here with me. assignments are piling up, so are sleepless nights. the housemate issue, oh please. i won't even bother talking about it.

this fasting month have been the toughest. no, i haven't been that hungry or too thirsty, not once. but it seemed like other problems keep coming. today everything got better. i hope everything gets better. it's two weeks til i come home. oh yes, home, i need it so bad. saved 5 packs of polaroid films for me to bring home. uuu yeahh, jakarta bandung family friends viki in my polly pocket, that would be niceeee :9

happy fasting :D

2008-09-01T02:03:00.000+08:00

happy fasting folks!

i'm super happy that fasting month has finally come. i'm always happy when it comes to this time of the year. but at the same time, i'm not so happy about going through this month without my family around, for the second time. oh well, what else can i do?

happy birthdayy!

2008-08-30T23:16:00.000+08:00

happy birthday bapa eman!

well, today used to be your birthday. and each year we still celebrate the day, even without you here with us. we used to go out and eat somewhere with the whole big family. yes, your children, your grandchildren. emah always had plans, either on where to go, or what to cook. but now, that she's also gone, no one's left here to be able to get all of us together and do something together again, like the old days.

i miss you bapa, i miss emah too. i'll always remember you both. i'll always love you. i really miss having both of you around. things are just so different now.

you know, mom always say that whenever i cried, and you picked me up, i'd stop crying right away. i really could use one of your magic hugs right now, granddaddy :(

i am not in a good mood

2008-08-27T22:05:00.000+08:00

woke up at 2, when i was supposed to meet my cousin. so i rushed to the shower and finally met my cousin. went to another cousin's house cz her mother-in-law passed away. first time ever that i've been to a chinese funeral. i didn't see the mother-in-law. i didn't want to. just saw the coffin and that was enough to make me nauseous the whole time a was there. everybody wore white, so did i. my cousin start telling me the story on how her mother-in-law died. a bloody reckless driver hit her and she was flung 10 metres away. every few minutes i kept on moving my eyes towards her coffin. scared, i was. not because she was there, not anymore. scared of how i was reminded once again, that God can grab your life, anytime, in a flick of a finger, just like that. one minute she was fine, healthy, and living. the other, she's gone, just like that. i kept asking to myself 'what if i was her?'.

i just finished watching the movie 'LOVE'. i seriously don't know what to say about the movie. i wept the whole time. (..well, no, not the whole time) but seriously, believe me, the movie's worth watching.

you. yes, you. i'm sorry :( i miss you.

..i said something i shouldn't have said,

2008-08-27T21:32:00.000+08:00

it's just so hard when things are not the way you want them to be.

focus andra, focus!

2008-08-24T03:51:00.000+08:00

miyanka says: (3:53:07 AM)
eh gile gw knapa y gk bsa fokus gt k apa yg gw lg krjain

me kel says: (3:53:14 AM)
intinya tuh ga jelas

me kel says: (3:53:19 AM)
pasti lo lagi ada pikiran

miyanka says: (3:53:27 AM)
dr td sbnrnya gw bsa ngrjain, tp distracted mulu

miyanka says: (3:53:53 AM)
facebookan lah (pdhl udh gk ada apa2 jg), ngisi2 blog, baca2 blog,

miyanka says: (3:54:06 AM)
tgsnya malah gk gw krjain

me kel says: (3:54:43 AM)
hahahahhaha

me kel says: (3:54:57 AM)
mungkin itu emang secara ga sadar membuat lo jadi kepikiran sesuatu

me kel says: (3:55:02 AM)
itu bisa jadi inspirasi lo nulis dut

miyanka says: (3:55:48 AM)
aduh, gw nulis gk perlu inspirasi, krn terlalu bnyk kt2 yg berlalu lalang d otak gw yg tgl d keluarin aja

me kel says: (3:56:00 AM)
bisa ga dikeluarinnya?

miyanka says: (3:56:03 AM)
yg gw perluin adlh kemampuan utk fokus

miyanka says: (3:56:13 AM)
nulisnya gw gk perlu skrg mslhnya nyet

me kel says: (3:56:15 AM)
scara ga sadar mngkin abis lo baca2 blog facebook dll lo bisa bikin tuh cerita

miyanka says: (3:56:17 AM)
gw perlu design dl

miyanka says: (3:56:35 AM)
aduh knp kata2 kta berat2 gini dah

miyanka says: (3:56:38 AM)
capek jdnya

miyanka says: (3:56:39 AM)
hahahaha

ah yes, that was a piece of thread i've picked from my conversation just a few minutes ago. can somebody please tell me how to be focused on one thing? one thing you're supposed to do, if you don't do it you'll die! (ok, lebay) no seriously, i can't seem to ever focus on what i'm doing. this one minute i'm so excited to do something, the next minute i'm off doing doing other things. i'm easily distracted. i'm the best procrastinator you'll ever know. argh!

so should i get back to work? or just tuck in to my bed?

i'll probably end my convo with mikel, then yep, you've guessed it right, go to bed! hahaha! gila apa ya? jam 4 pagi woi. pembicaraan gw sm mikel aja udh gk jls topiknya apaan. masa dr membahas fokus2 td, tb2 jd dia blg kta ky batman, trs gw blg gk mau, maunya jd ninja hatori, daaaan seterusnya. emng frik. emng tidur adalah solusi plng bener! haha. eh td mikel menyarankan gw utk pesen mcd! ide bagus, syngnya saya sedang tidak beruang! (bkn2, saya bukan seekor beruang) yak, sdh terbukti kan klo otak gw udh gk jln? jd mendingan tidur. oke! selamat malam, eh pagi! selamat tidur. mimpi indah :)

i feel like..

2008-08-24T02:50:00.000+08:00

..just writing a lil bit more ;p

i'm in a msn convo with one of my bests, mikel. he randomly suggested something for us to do later when everybody's here permanently. his idea was for each of us to collect some amount of money, and to randomly give that money to one of us, every month. stupidly funny. it could be fun, especially for ones who'll be getting the money. but what if we end up not getting any for months! haha. super random. hmmm, i think i'll start writing a list of things i'll be getting with the money. hahaa! stupit lo mike!

ok ok, i'll get back to work!

flea flo fly fun :D

2008-08-24T01:53:00.000+08:00

yep, went there today. flea flo fly fun! err, wasn't too fun actually. maybe cz i compared it with zouk's flea just a week ago. proof of it would be, let's see, i bought two shirts, and both are from the same stall, which are my friends'! haa! bought junk food long-sleeved shirt for $15. thanks fefe! went to paisley&cream afterwards, waited for the rain to stop, then i went home. the rest of the day was a tad bit boring. i was home alone. hey, wait, no i wasn't! i skyped with my boyfriend the whole time ;) oh ohh, good news! my boyf's coming to town! late octoberish. woohoo! keeping my fingers crossed for the availability of the ticketsss! so, yeah, today was okay. considering the fact that i got 2 new shirts and that smashing news from my boyf!

i still miss my boyf, i miss my mom, i miss my brothers, i (kind of) miss daddy, i miss home.

ok, i'll get back to my assignments now. ciao bello!

x

shit

2008-08-22T19:03:00.000+08:00

it was raining hard the whooole day. didn't move a bit from the couch. no sungei road today. probably tomorrow. after the flea market by the riverside. ppffttt.

i need sleeping pillsss, i need my boyfriend

2008-08-22T01:13:00.000+08:00

i can't sleep. it's 1.17 am. well, i never usually sleep at this time anyway, i guess that's why. my mind keeps telling me not to sleep just yet. argh.

i'm missing my boyfriend so badly, all of a sudden. we had this really fun midnight talk on the phone yesterday. planned on sleeping, so i head on to my room, still on the phone with him. we were starting to say our goodnights, sent each other virtual kisses and hugs, and the next thing we knew, it's almost 4 hours since we started talking on the phone. endless laughters were all there is. "it feels like i'm in love with you for the first time", he said. yes baby, me too, i think i've fallen in love with you all over again.

i know i've been such a bitch lately. i'm superbly sorry for that. i promise, i'll change. i'll make you want me even more ;) i love you dearest viki. thank you for the 17 months full of happiness you've given me. lets wish ourself a happy future ahead, shall we? can't wait to see you next month.

kiss kiss :)

i am blessed

2008-08-21T21:23:00.000+08:00

today's class canceled. a ticket to fly home, confirmed.
sungei road thieves' market tomorrow, possibly a hair cut too.
flea market on saturday.
oh, lazy sunday.
finally, iphone on monday, before the boring flash class.

.. oh i am blessed!

oh my..

2008-08-21T21:13:00.001+08:00

i freakin love you babe!
1 year+5 months, and still going (:

current wishlist

2008-08-16T01:47:00.000+08:00

umm, i really don't know where to start. i've so many things i want right now. oh how i wish i was a teenage billionaire. (haha, dream on) argh. my birthday have passed and i don't celebrate christmas. so there's no way i'm getting these things from someone. oh well, here it goes.

1. POLAROID 600 FILMS
please please please pleaseeeeee anybody selling their films? do contact me. i want loads and loads of filmssss!

2. BBF camera from superheadz
weird name huh? unattractive i should say. well, it stands for 'blackbird, fly' (..even weirder). it's a new camera from superheadz. it has just been released to the market this august! and i think for now they're only selling in Japan. so i told my cousin who's staying there til Sept to check out the price and all. you should all take a look at the camera. [link] really, it's too cool. it's kind of a hasselblad look-alike, yet it's not a medium format camera. it takes the usual 35mm film. and i believe the camera's hassle-free! (get it? hassle? hasselblad? :p)

3. horizon perfekt/kompakt
oh my, i've been wanting one of these since last year. but shit, they're just too damn expensive :(:(:( would someone lend me theirs?

4. LOAAAAAADS of expired 120&35mm films!
so, you'd think 'why not go for non-expired films?'oh certainly, i want loads of them too. but comparing to expired ones, on price, surely i'd go for the expired ones as they're far cheaper! and to the quality of the pictures? hey i'm try'na shoot lomography here, nobody knows how they'll turn out to be like anyways. and expired films even add this vintage look to the picture. so, why go for the new, when the olds are there for a better bargain? ;) so please ppl, if any of you reading this plans on selling their expired films, go and comment me. i'd be most interested. thank you :)

5. last but not least, my mom and brothers being here with me during fasting month :'(
i've asked my mom and the answer's a negative. she can't come cz she has to go to work. even if she can, she can't bring my brothers as they're not on holiday. and if my mom flies away here leaving my brothers at home, they'll not fast, cz the only way they'd wake up early in the morning to have the early breakfast is by my mom waking them up. so, i guess this will be the second year i pass the fasting month without my family. without being at home. you have no idea how sad it feels deep down inside :'(:'(:'(

i guess i better end this post,or i'll be crying my tears out!

eyh wait, something interesting happened just hours ago. me and icah opened our piggy bank that we've been putting our extra cashes into for almost a year. and guess how much we've earned? $53.80! whoaaaaahh!

turkish delight :9

2008-08-13T20:54:00.000+08:00

ok, so in the past two weeks i've been having this weird craving for turkish food. i've been searching for websites talking about them, and as i told you in my last post, i found a restaurant at bussorah street called alaturka. i went there twice, and both visits were satisfying. i ordered the beyti kebab and something pideler (i can't recall the name of the dish), it's a turkish pizza, with lamb and cheese topping. both dishes were suuuuper good! especially the beyti kebab. the meat's a mix of lamb and beef. the sauce drizzled all over it is sort of tomato-ish, errr idk how to describe it. and they also serve it with this youghurt-based sauce in the middle of the plate. seriously, must try! after i went there twice, i've just discovered from some food reviews that the baklava there was soooo good. i'll go and try it next time.

just today, again, i wanted turkish kebabs. almost tried the small restaurant at haji lane, but didn't have enough cash and there were no atms nearby, so i walked towards bugis junction. then i remembered that there's this turkish restaurant next to my campus, called sofra. i called my friend who i knew would be in campus. and so i went to sofra with him. there was also a beyti kebab on the menu, so i ordered it as i wanted to compare it with the one in alaturka. haha. and we also ordered chef platter (a platter containing chicken, lamb, and beef meat. also a turkish bread), oh and not to forget this time, we ordered baklava! the food came, and our first impression was 'whoa! such a small portion'. the pieces of beyti kebab were like tiny compared to the one in alaturka. after we had our first bite, immediately we said 'definitely, alaturka's better'. (hey, no offense sofra, but no kidding, you should try alaturka yourselves!) but i should give sofra some credit for their chef platter. they're gooood! ok, so we're done with our main dishes. it's time for the baklava. when it landed on our table, our first reaction was simply dropping our jaws. there were 2 pieces of the baklava on the plate, and the size, omgggggg, sooooo tiny! and the taste? too sweet and nutty. well, i've never had baklava before, so i didn't really know what to expect. argh but still, i don't think they should've been that sweet! next, the bill came. $48.50... okayyy, even more jaw-dropping. far more expensive than alaturka. conclusion? never will be coming back to sofra. definitely will go often to alturka :D (sorry sofra :()

errr, i think i'll be turning this blog into a food review kind of blog. haha so funny. i'll probaby do this once in a while tho.

july-early august 08

2008-08-12T23:37:00.000+08:00

updates updates! it's been a month since my last post. so here goes the updates :

i've turned 17 on july 9th! woohooo!
okay, i know, sad right? my friends are mostly legally 18, yet i've just turned 17! ha! well, i loved that day! it was so much better than my 16th, definitely. last year, my birthday was first day of college, i knew nobody in class, and to top things off, my mom and brothers left me for hongkong. shitty, eh? this year, mommy and my brother was here, as well as my friends, who gave me a lil surprise ;) thanks peeps. loves!

friends visited us singaporeansss ;)
yes yes, lots of em went here :D it was fuuuun. it's like when someone went back home, the next day someone else would come. no, seriously. lucky us, singapore's a jump away from jakarta :p

po-po-po-pola-whaaaat?
:D:D:D POLAROID! i frikin bought a polaroiddd! finally! i was so lucky i found someone selling their polaroid. altho i had to go down all the way to choa chu kang, it was totally worth it. oh i love love love my new polaroid. i call her polly pocket ;) here's 2 shots from my baby polly:

a stroll down haji lane
last wednesday, i had an adveturous day along haji lane, arab street, and a bit of city hall. went there alone at first as i wanted to just walk around randomly hoping i'd find something interesting. but then icha was around, so i asked her to join me. we went into all shops along haji lane. i got a shirt, she got two. and then we went to bussorah street (.. if i'm not mistaken, that is). wanting to try turkish food so badly, i found an interesting looking restaurant called alaturka. we then went in and ordered straight away. a kebab and a turkish pizza to share. the taste? exactly what i wanted! authentic tasting kebab. loved it! even went there again 2 days after that with daud. too bad we didn't get to try the baklava cz we were just too full. should go there another time and definitely will order the baklava :9 oh, oh, pictures from my fe2 coming up. developing them tmrw :D

last term's results
just got them today. passed all 5 subjects :) yayy!

well, that's abt it. of course there's loads more. but it'll take me the whole day to write every single detail of them. it's 12.30 am by the way. i'm so tired yet i'm not sleepy yet. shits. i really need a good night sleep. i'll probably go off to bed in a bit. i'll update again soon. til then..

smooches ;*

angkatan 8 global jaya

2008-07-01T16:24:00.001+08:00

shitt, i really miss them!

i miss you :*

2008-06-28T18:14:00.000+08:00

i hate it when you're being such a hypocrite. i hate it when you tell me not to do things and you ended up doing those things yourself. i hate it when you hide things from me. i hate it when you do things i hate and not tell me about it. i hate it when in the end you say you're not gonna do it again but then you did. yet after listing those things i hate about you (..and i don't think i'm finished yet), i still love you.

so long singawhore!

2008-06-02T00:31:00.000+08:00

yeah, so long. too bad can't say goodbye just yet. my life here still has a long looong way to go! arghh! but hey, at least i get to go home once in a while. and it happens to be next wednesday! yiihaaaaa! can't waaaait. but again and again, i still have assignments to complete. shitsss.

oh i watched sex and the city last friday. absolutely beyond my expectations. oh yes i really got carried away :p

mwaahs!

high school musical; the ice tour!

2008-05-26T02:05:00.000+08:00

yessss people, they're coming! 5th August in the Singapore Expo. i'll definitely be watching it! okayy, my friends thinks i'm weird for liking high school musical, but hey, what the hell! i love love loooove it! and i can't wait for the third. it's going on to the theaters! yipeee!

:'(

2008-05-26T01:45:00.000+08:00

i miss him :(
see the weird silly grin on his face? i miss it :(
see those eyes? oh, wait. you can't? yeah, me too. (haha) i miss it :(

God please make time pass by quickly. but then make it slower on the 4th until the 15th. hihihi.

updatesss

2008-05-24T17:01:00.000+08:00

here yo go, bits! :p:p:p

sooo, today's saturday, may the 24th. i'm coming home on june the 4th. it's less than 2 weeks, i can't waiiit!

been planning on saving some cash, but nope, it didn't work :( now i'm cashless. thank God daddy's sending me some on monday! hihi.

assignments assignments assignments. they drive me crazyyyy! i'm supposed to shoot some pictures today for my typo book assignment, yet i haven't moved a bit from my bed and it's now 5 pm! oh shit. the weather's being a bitch as well. it looks like it's about to rain heavily. i think i'll be waiting til it rains then after it stops i'll go out and start clickin with my baby nikon and robot3!

in the meantime, shouldn't i be doing other assignments rather than sitting, chatting, and of course friggin facebooking? arghh help i'm such a procrastinator. can somebody tell me how to not be one? see, other than typo book, which i'm planning to finish before i go home, i have 4 other assignments. packaging design, design investigation and culture, advertising design, and applied illustration.

packaging design: thank God kris have accepted my idea, i just need to start designing on screen, which i haven't. i'll start tomorrow. hehe.
design investigation and culture: oh curse this subject please oh please! this is in fact the most boring class ever that i have ever attended. supposed to create a journal on the history of graphic design. ha! how fun! (..not!) oh, haven't start on this as well.
advertising design: not much to say about this one. it's a group work. preparing on 3rd presentation on tuesday.
applied illustration: drawing drawing drawing. oh buz, you know i can't draw! creating a series of stamp based on an icon. i picked little lulu

so yeah, i think i'm really going crazy. i really need to go home soooon to keep me sane! oh well, better start on one of those assignments!

bye bitses!

goosebumps :s

2008-05-20T20:48:00.000+08:00

seriously ppl, this is creepy. few months back, i had a really bad dream, a nightmare! someone died. someone really important to me. and in my dream there were only me, this person, and this person's best friend. when i woke up my eyes were soaked in tears, and i couldn't stop crying for abt 20 minutes. then 2 days later, this special person in my dream, was told by his best friend - that was also in my dream- that our friend's father passed away. okayy, so i thought it was all just a coincidence, i mean, it must be right?

2 days ago, again, i had a nightmare. again, someone died. again, someone really important to me, but a different one. again, i woke up crying and didn't stop crying for a few minutes. this time, the story in my dream was that i was here, in singapore, so i wasn't there by his side when he died. then, just earlier today, i was told by my best friend that our friend's father passed away. here, in singapore. and our friend was in jakarta. so he wasn't with his father when he went away.

hmm so i'm beginning to think that this is not really a coincidence. my friend said that this must mean that i have a strong instinct. hmmm. i really think it's creepy. don't you think? :s

to Darryl and Udjo, be tough friends :)

new addition to the family (:

2008-05-12T00:25:00.000+08:00

yepppp, new addition to my camera family (: yiiihhaaa!

i wasn't actually planning on buying it. i came across the camera a few times. twice in some random websites and once in a store at club street. and if i'm not mistaken, it costs 59 dollars! so i was like, hell no, not worth it!

and theeen, yesterday i went to orchard and there was a flea market in the national youth council and guess what? i found this camera and it costs only 28 dollarsssss! arghh how could i resist, right? :p and sooo, yeah, i bought it :D

here's my new baby..isn't she cuuuute? (haha ok i'm getting freaky, i know) can't wait to get shooting with her (;
oh btw, she's a disderi robot 3 camera!

loves,
miyanka

multi-touch interface

2008-04-25T22:30:00.000+08:00

uh-oh! i just remembered something. i was arguing with my mother few weeks ago about how i think the so-called multi-touch feature on her ipod touch isn't multi-touch after all. well literally the word 'multi' means more than one and of course the feature that apple offers you can be called multi-touch. as you all know, the iphone and ipod touch allows you to operate it using your very own two fingers, but not more.

i actually don't know why i'm talking about this. it's just that apple claiming to have invented the, again, so-called multi-touch feature, makes them look so superior (..and then again, i really don't know what this has to do with me? :p)

ok, so maybe you who are reading this right now would probably be wondering "so what the hell do you mean?". hahaa. here you go. see for yourself. please, open the link, watch the video.

Multi-Touch Interaction Experiments, Jeff Han (2006)
Microsoft Surface

now that's multi-touch! seriously, crazy stuff, don't you think?

ups.. and of course downs!

2008-04-25T15:01:00.000+08:00

f-f-f-finallyyyy! after almost 5 months of not submitting any entry to this blog! i stupidly forgot the password to my account. not only that, i even forgot which email account i used. hahaa! but hey, everything's good now :D

i really can't believe it's been 4 months since 2008 started. and in a while it'll be half through the year. whoa!

i've been through quite some ups and downs so far. the year started off so well, i welcomed the year with special people around. but it didn't last for long cz i had to snap back to reality. yeah, back to singapore, back to college, back to hell! then as usual assignments keep coming and coming like there's no end. everyday's a hectic one.

in early february, my mom filed for d (finally!). i was told to come home. i had to attend to court and for the first time, i really didn't felt like going home, at all. and yes, it turned out to be a disastrous week. it involved a lot of tears and shouting and cursing, really. altho it was kind of relieving, i still felt so angry. but then again, there's nothing i can do. and of course, after just spending a week at home, i had to say hello, again, to reality.

i started forgetting about what's going on, then suddenly on the 26th, i got a phone call from my mom saying my beloved grandmother just passed away. i immediately break down to pieces again remembering i've just went through quite a lot that month. i rushed back home and went straight to bandung. sadly i didn't make it on time, so i didn't get to see her before she got buried. i miss you, emah :'( i hope you're happy up there with bapak. see you again someday, okay?

and agaaain, i went back to hell. until now. i now got even more assignments than before. my God, i really need a break! my friends back home just went through their version of hell, the UAN. and in a few weeks, the IBs will be having their final exams. i wish u all the very best, darlings :D and this means, in a few months, we will all be separated, probably scattered all around the world. i can't believe everyone's graduating so soon.

prom will be held on June the 6th. i'm planning on going home on the 4th. i'm in between excited and sad, really. cz i'll be coming home to gather with all my friends to celebrate, what?, the fact that we won't be together anymore? sad, right? well in my case, i've separated with them since almost a year ago. but still, err, well, get what i mean right?

oh well, it's life. there's nothing much we can do to change things.

uhh, i'm getting sleepy here. i think i'm going to take a quick nap ;p

cheerio,
miyanka (: