wait a minute, i lied. on my post that says 'i'm baaackkk' i said that my next blog post after that would be about AVA's concert. HA! WRONG! i forgot all about it hahaha. okay i'll post the 'post-AVA-concert' blog post whenever i feel like it okayyy? prolly next week when i'm back home, again.

OW SHIT!! did i mention this yet? i'm going back to jakarta next week, again. yaaay! haha. ok, this is prolly boring you by now. me going all singapore-jakarta-singapore aaaaaall the time. hey, what am i supposed to do? chinese new year in singapore, a whole week break, and a super nice mum. altogether combined it says nothing other than me going back to jakarta. woohoooo!

scratch that, i can be lovey-dovey at times. preferably times like this. when my head is spinning around like an innocent child on a merry-go-round, when my nose is flooded with sticky, gross substance, when i'm all alone in a warm-lighted room, when i just got off from a video call with my dearly beloved, viki :)

yes, times like this can make me go 180 degrees way around myself. i suddenly miss my baby a thousand times more than i did a few moment ago before i had that call with him. i didn't say much, my spinning head won the battle over my strength to talk. so he pretty much babbled around, here and there, as usual. but there was this one thing that he was talking about. he told me about this once in an sms, but he didn't really talked about it much. this time he did. i just listened. i had a smile on my face - that i swear - lasted the whole time he was talking. i was just so amazed at how much he thought about it. (by 'it', i mean this topic he was talking about. sorry for the lack of details. let's just keep the 'it' a little bit to myself okay? ;)) how much he thought about how it'll affect me. altho i kno it wasn't that serious, our conversation, but somehow i know it's true, that you really thought of it. i love you :3

so there it goes, one more reason for me to love you. i miss you soooo much. and yes, i do need that little peck on the forehead. perhaps it'll cure my dizzyness :):)

HA! i can be all lovey-dovey after all. shit. hahaha. oh well, i guess this is mostly my hormones speaking.

better get to sleep now. wouldn't want to be late for work tomorrow.
TTFN! (ta ta for now :p)

you know i'm not like that. all sugar-coated, lovey-dovey, y'know, all that shit.