i don't lie. i don't hide things. i'm not a hypocrite. i let people know when i hate them. well, at least my face does. i don't pretend to be nice to people when i then go talking about them right behind their back. no, i don't do that. yes yes, i do talk about them, but then i don't talk to them and pretend everything's fine. go hate me for that. go hate me for whatever you like. because unlike any others, i don't care. i really don't care. all that matter is that i know that i'm being honest, especially to myself.


..or need i say it straight to one's face? i could, you know. i really could. i'm just not sure if you could bear it.