my new professional email address:

amiyanka@hotmail.com

i consume too much carbohydrate, it's killing me. hah!

nah, i'm not dying. i'm just a lot puffier. yes, all those sugar gets me all puffy and ugly and fatty and urgh. idk.

YAAAY! comment comment!

Bathophobia- Fear of depth


THAT'S ALL? no fun.

it's been ages since i've ate peanut butter. aaaarghhh i need to get a jar. and a spoon. and i'll calm down.

hey, did you know that there are people that has fears of peanut butter sticking to the roof of their mouths? it's called Arachibutyrophobia. i don't even know how to pronounce that word. weeeeird.

i think my next post will be about phobias that i secretly have. hmm. start googling.

my old (new) skin is boring. i hate it. diliat lama2 jadi norak total ternyata. ahiak ahiaakk. i'm sorry bolong (the designer), it's not that your design's lame or what, it's just that i get bored too damn easily. teehee.


so here's my new one. easier to navigate. i'm still working on it, tho. i'll try to enable comments. but not thru commentbox, idk why, i just don't like those. it ruins my page.

ok, so this skin i found, it has huge letters as the title, and it said 'boys like girls and girls eat mars'. okay, true. but i don't like mars. it sticks on my teeth. it's annoying. like me. i'm annoying. har har :B

and so i changed the title. totally random. just because it's colorful, it reminded me of skittles. (i kno, i kno, those aren't the colors of skittles. it'd be fun, tho, if they have em in cmy(k), don't you think?) speaking of cmyk, i'm addicted to it these days. idk why. i prefer cmyk rather than rgb. doh! cmyk rocks, dude! the hell with rgb. (WHAT?)

soooo, yay! i'm writing again. with my previous skin, i just don't feel like writing. weird.

trivia: how many times did i say the word 'so' in this post? (hah! i just realized i said too many SOs)

yes, finally littlemisslomo gets her new skin yay! but then i need to adjust some things, change this and that, deal with html codes, urghh. not the right time. i'll deal with this tomorrow. in the mean time, enjoy!

oh and, the tabs on the right, they'll take you somewhere. go on, click on them ;)

10 minutes

my last 3 posts were posted every 10 minutes.
how weird is that?!

insomnia

it kills, people.

God, i can't sleep, i think i'll be seeing insomnia fairies in a minute.

shituation

nah, not really. well, maybe a bit. it's shitty that by january 09 i'll most likely still be here in singapore. not in another continent like what i (and mom) wanted. but hey, you don't always get what you want, do you? you just got to live with it. deal with it. on the bright side, i found out that my dad actually cared that much about me. whoa! imma reply his text first thing in the morning ;)

frolick

i had a cup of froyo, added two toppings.
i had my jelly, but it died on me.
i walked home, i.. am home?
no, not home.
this is temporary.
temporary insanity?
yes, i hope.




do you know what i'm saying? cz i don't!

i don't know what to do

at nights i cry, i reminisce, i wish thing were the way they were.
out in the sun, i'm just not sure if the pieces will fit perfectly like they used to be.

i wished things weren't this complicated.

i somehow feel insecure

i don't lie. i don't hide things. i'm not a hypocrite. i let people know when i hate them. well, at least my face does. i don't pretend to be nice to people when i then go talking about them right behind their back. no, i don't do that. yes yes, i do talk about them, but then i don't talk to them and pretend everything's fine. go hate me for that. go hate me for whatever you like. because unlike any others, i don't care. i really don't care. all that matter is that i know that i'm being honest, especially to myself.


..or need i say it straight to one's face? i could, you know. i really could. i'm just not sure if you could bear it.

things just couldn't get any better, could it?


AAAARRRRGGGHHHHHHHHHHHHH!!!

it's a wednesday, the middle of the week. supposed to get a good news, got the opposite instead. rain is pouring hard mercilessly, since no one's getting in the way. all i had today was silly noodle in cups. all that's keeping me company is my laptop with boring random tv shows. today's a mess. i don't like today.

dollar's rising like a star (wait, that sounded like a good thing). dollar's going up up and away in a blink of our eyes like donkey kong climbing up the stairs (hmm better?). ok i'm being weird. mr. obama, do something about it already.


frigggggggin deposit, come to momma! i need you babyyy :(
(haha, getting super weird)

ok, i'm going back to watching ugly betty. ciaoo bello xx

RULES:
1. Put Your iTunes, Windows Media Player, ETC on Shuffle.
2. For each question, press the next button to get your answer.
3. YOU MUST WRITE THAT SONG NAME DOWN NO MATTER HOW SILLY IT SOUNDS.
4. Put any comments in brackets after the song name.


1.If someone says, "Is this okay?" You say?
let me go home - camera obscura
oh hell yea let me go hoooome!

2.How would you describe yourself?
sex and the city theme - groove armada
uuulalaaa

3.What do you like in a boy/girl?
somewhere in between - lifehouse
whattt? bencong?

4.How do you feel today?
can't stop - maroon 5
err okay

5.What is your life's purpose?
hide and seek - imogen heap
hmm funny

6.What is your motto?
relax take it easy - mika
ahh, so true

7.What do your friends think of you?
love - keshia cole
aww <3

8.What do you think of your parents?
the little things - colbie caillat
hmm?

9.What do you think about very often?
because of you - kelly clarkson
ouch, deep

10.What is 2 + 2?
lullaby - musiq soulchild
i thot it was 4?

11.What do you think of your best friend?
forever lost - the magic numbers
.................................................. (speechless)

12.What do you think of the person you like?
especially for you - mymp
...and if dreams were wings, you know, i would've flown to you (:

13.What is your life story?
somewhere over the rainbow - new found glory
uhh sweet song, perfectly ruined!

14.What do you want to be when you grow up?
empty space - lifehouse
no way!

15.What do you think of when you see the person you like?
think of you all the time - keith martin
hahaha

16.What will you dance to at your wedding?
separuh hidupku - titi dj
whoaaaaa

yes peopleee, they're coming to town! and, keeping my fingers crossed, for front row tickets! woohoo. my baby's gonna be so jealous. HAHAHAHA (evil laugh).

just in case you were wondering, no i'm not a big fan of them. i don't memorize all their songs, but i can hum along. i don't think thomas matthew delonge jr.'s hot, no, not at all (even tho he kind of looks, err, okaayy in the picture above). then why would i watch them? cz i made a promise to my boyfriend, that if they happen to have a concert here in singapore, while they're not having it in melbourne, then i'm definitely watching! and so here i am, super excited about the concert! hahahaha.

i'm so sorry baby, i guess you just aren't lucky enough ;) teehee. i'll kiss mr. delonge just for you, okay? :*

i just got back from the playground - the lomography exhibition, that is. some of my pictures are up there. w00t! everybody were clicking here and there with their cameras. then two guys came up to me and agil, wanted to take pictures of us. one was using an instax mini, one was using lca. arghh me want those camerasss! anddd uncle mike from triple d brought in white and choco cheki which are such eye candiessss! omg they're so poisonous i want them :s

anyway, here are some pics! enjoooy :D

so yesterday i chatted for a few minutes with my 8 year-old brother, farrel. he was using mom's blackberry. he was being silly as usual. he told me how much he loved the things i bought for him (well, mom bought it, i kind of chose it, cz he particularly told mom to not choose things for him cz it'd be lame and something i chose would be cool haha). so yeah, i then asked about what happened the other night. he told me how he cried so loud until he peed and bla bla blaaaa... until he started to mistype lots of the words.


Marree says: (9:05:09 PM)
Ughh I mes

Marree says: (9:05:17 PM)
Sorry

miyanka says: (9:05:18 PM)
what?

Marree says: (9:05:27 PM)
I typed worng

Marree says: (9:05:35 PM)
Ok

Marree says: (9:05:42 PM)
Last night

Marree says: (9:06:03 PM)
Bma sum go to mum room and sr

Marree says: (9:06:05 PM)
Tuff

Marree says: (9:06:12 PM)
Ab

miyanka says: (9:06:18 PM)
TYPE CORRECTLY DONG DEEEKKK

Marree says: (9:06:20 PM)
And

Marree says: (9:06:40 PM)
Sorry very small button

okaaayy, that made me laugh until i literally burst tears out. then after a while of him typing correctly, he started to mistype words again. then he said...


Marree says: (9:11:03 PM)
Gahh dang it with these small buttons

HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA! okk, sorry maybe i'm just being to hyperbolic but i really think he's hilarious. after he said that, he went offline. ey wait, right before he went off, he said 'ok goodbye losa (~loser)'. WHAAATTTT?!