i need to grow up.


i've heard that before.
i'll change when i wanna change.

yes, this is cliche and you might think i'm being hyperbolic, but you really don't know what it's like being me*. you have no fucking idea. so go ahead, bitch around about my attitude (as i always do about yours), i won't fucking care.

hey, i told you i can be such a pain in the ass.



*other than having a father who left your family for a fucking whore, and who thinks he can make up for what he did by spoiling you with cash, you have to live (..in a small room w/ high rent rate) miles apart from other family members that actually do care about you. you have all this assignments in front of you with choking lecturers to kick you in the face every once in the while. anddd.. why did i bother typing this? it wouldn't change a thing anyway. oh yea, try being me.