happy birthday bapa eman!


well, today used to be your birthday. and each year we still celebrate the day, even without you here with us. we used to go out and eat somewhere with the whole big family. yes, your children, your grandchildren. emah always had plans, either on where to go, or what to cook. but now, that she's also gone, no one's left here to be able to get all of us together and do something together again, like the old days.

i miss you bapa, i miss emah too. i'll always remember you both. i'll always love you. i really miss having both of you around. things are just so different now.

you know, mom always say that whenever i cried, and you picked me up, i'd stop crying right away. i really could use one of your magic hugs right now, granddaddy :(